The last several months have brought many tears for me...I never thought how much it would hurt having a broken heart or the sadness i feel on a daily basis. This has caused a lot of strain in my relationships with friends who i care about...and for that i am very SORRY..even though i have tried to work through my loss its hard being happy for those precious friends who are experiencing a new baby or expecting.. i
don't think its jealousy...its something deep inside that makes my heart ache a little more knowing that i will not have a opportunity to hold another sweet little one of my own ..to me life has not been the same...some days i think i am starting to come away from this and then the heart ache comes back and i know that is just life but dang it cant i get through this already and let it go
