Feeling

I am feeling

frustrated,overwhelmed,annoyed,depressed,

sad,isolated,crazy,lonely,.restless

lost,agitated,bad,cranky,tired

don't know how to get rid of these feeling

I think i am having a mid life crisis.

email..

I am going Private..... please leave me your email address..and i will invite you into our boring lives or lack thereof...Thanks Pattie

HEllo.. do i have any followers out there in blog land...

Dear cRe

Thank you for leaving a comment on my post...would you do my the favor of identifying your self (like your Name) and how i know you please respond other wise i will assume you are a Creeper....if that is not the case please don't be offended just saying...

And if you are a creeper trust me my life is not that exciting to have a creeper...but hey Thanks for Reading....

QUESTION

Comments?

Pictures...

Its been a very busy week this past couple of weeks...Luke turned one and is walking every where and i am enjoying watch him discover new things...

Heather came home for Spring break it was nice to be able to phyiscally see her...and be able to give her a hug...I absoutly love this picture of us......

and i turned 41.....can you believe it........

Grateful...

Luke is ONE Today....

i am Grateful that this past year is gone..
I am Grateful for feeling like myself again i didn't think i would ever feel better..
I am so Grateful that Luke will not remember how hard they were for me and how disconnected i felt from him..
I am Grateful for My Wonderful Daughter who has grown so much in these past few months going to college and staying active in church thank you heather for your example..
I am Grateful spring is around the corner and feeling better to go out and enjoy it..

Luke at 8 months

Luke
8 months old
25lbs 28inches
2bottom teeth
2top teeth coming in
is very talkative mostly just loud
loves having his siblings around
scoots everywhere especially when there is yucky stuff to be put in his mouth

Good Grief Charlie Brown

Luke was Charlie Brown for Halloween this year and did you know he has a twin....

Going to walmart after the kids are in bed.. oh sweet freedom
but what makes it great when you run into a friend and enjoy some laughs together PRICELESS..
Thanks Britta...it was so fun lets do it again

HELLO HELLO.. is anybody there

Today

Hi,How Are You Today?
I'm feeling very horrible
And low and mean and mad
And dreadful and deplorable

And rotten, sick, and sad

And nasty and unbearable
And hateful, vile and blue
But thanks a lot for asking
And please tell me............
How are you...

Written by Jeff Moss

I came across this poem and it seemed fitting for how i have been feeling for the past 5months..

At this Moment

I just learned that one of my dear friends lost a baby due to a knot in the cord and was still born...
I cant imagine how hard the next yr will be for their family and the heartache and loss they will have to work through...

The last three months have been hellish for me and life has been hard but i feel blessed at this moment to be able have this little boy to care for here on earth..