BUT I HAD PLANS....

Not really big plans but these plans did not include another baby i guess thats what happens when i started to think that my baby days were over.. the poor baby it looks like a little alien so far i feel pretty good Just REALLY REALLY HUNGRY... but i am only 5wks along SHOCKING to know that we will be adding to our crazy family.. ARe we crazy or what....

My Little Cheerleader.

This is the project that has kept me from posting on my blog. I made Sarah this Cheerleader outfit so she can be like her big sister who is a cheerlearder..not bad for someone who doesnt sew very often...
so its play catch up time on my blog..

TRUMAN HOMECOMING PARADE

One of my favorite things about fall is the Truman Homecoming Parade that we get to attend. Here is some Pictures of our adventure. The weather this year was a little cold and mild not bad really although from the looks of Sarah she was a little on the cold side Bryan and Sarah being cute for the camera and some family friends always makes a parade more fun...




Here is Matthew in the Parade with his scout troop He had a great time and of course my favorite part is all of the Bands in this parade there are lots of area schools marching in the Parade I could not get a picture of Heather marching due to the fact she was marching on the other side

SARAH'S FAVORITE PAST TIME

Can someone PLEASE hide the markers... okay maybe this is Sarah's way of conserving our natural resources. actually she was trying to color a pink balloon blue i would have been happy to have just blown up a blue balloon instead ...My Daughter is turning into a blueberry...The good news she cleans up pretty easy

Pumpkins and Leaves

My kids love autumn leaves and pumpkins I took this picture of Bryan at a work picnic i love the back ground (pumpkins...) My kids enjoying playing in the leaves. the boys notice alot of leaves across the street went gathered them up and dumped them by our front tree and the fun began they rolled in them threw them rode their bikes across the mound hide and just had some good old fun..Ps Jeremy was apart of all this fun but was not pictured...

MY BLOG FRIENDS

Since i have been blogging i gotten to know several acquaintances which to say they are no longer acquaintances but friends .. ... Katherine, Jill, Sheen i probably would not have gotten to know them if it wasn't for their blog and COMMENTS on mine.. not to exclude the friends i already have and you all know who you are.... if you think you are in that category than you are..Love you all..

Melody you are the reason why i started this blog my love and thanks goes out to you i have loved keeping in touch with everyone who have moved away Bummer.. and i am not looking forward to next year when some 3rd years move away Tara...Katherine. and any others that i missed. i find it interesting that for me i seem to get to know some of gals the 2nd year they are here and then they move away the following summer i always think where where you gals hiding the last year...(Sheen,Ruth) and who ever else i will have the opportunity to get to know...before they leave.
Thanks to all for being my Friend even if you do move away.....

A New Blog Is Born

I am now the proud mother of yet another blog...

I decided to create another blog so i can put all my boo-hos whinier life in it so that you my blog friends don't have to read about it so if you really feel like you want to read it just let me know... i will be still posting on this one fun things like pictures and sometimes random thoughts so i hope my current blog will be enjoyable.

I am hoping that writing down all my frustrations and the the things surrounding them will make me feel better..

I came across this looking for a blog picture.. i thought it was fitting and the sad thing is i remember watching this movie..

BY THE WAY... i have been trying to leave comments on blogs but a silly window pops up and asks me if i want to view secure items and i say yes and it keeps doing it over and over again and the only way to get out of it is ending the program..any ideas on how to fix it..

Current Happenings..

A NOTE OF THANKS...
I appreciate all the comments on my last post..Thanks for all the support.. as i was writing that post i truly thought that i would receive comments telling me to get my act together..but i found it to be different and i really appreciate all the hugs..and if you happen to visit my post PLEASE leave a comment it just thrills me to receive comments its like chatting with you and i love to chat and its been fun viewing everyones blog

I WANT MY....STV
Due to financial situations (and not to mention buying a trumpet for band) we got rid of our Satellite TV talk about withdraws oh my goodness... we have had the satellite for along time and yes its sometimes nice to have something mindless to do.. okay maybe not sometimes but all the time.

Oooh THE JOYS OF SCHOOL ....NOT its that time of the year when kids bring home more than their backpacks..you got it the Flu i mean its okay if they get it i can handle that its when Mom gets it thanks for sharing Not.. Here is an example of what happens at my house when i get the flu everybody thinks that snuggling with me will help me get better just a note here when i am sick i don't want to be bothered in any shape or form Next it does me no good to go to bed because i get the Jeremy hit me or dad is being mean so i just lay on the couch and try to block it out and a plug for my hubby he tried so hard to let me rest its the kids i tell you oh well its just part of being a mom... my heart goes out to Matthew who became ill yesterday when i was sick and all he wanted me to do is snuggle with him remember i am not the snugglie type when ill poor guy..

NEW CALLING.. I just accepted a call to teach sunbeams i am looking forward to hearing the sweet sharing/singing time maybe that is just what i need to help me to feel the sweet spirit that is in Primary.

ONE LAST THING....Sarah is having a hard time with preschool its mostly the separation which is why i put her in preschool in the first place..i have been sitting with her at circle time and when its free time i leave when she has wondered off do do an activity... i hate to just drop and leave her as i feel that would cause more stress and i want this to be something she looks forward to and enjoy... What to do .... any feed back would be great

I WONDER.....

WARNING.........THIS IS NOT A PITY PARTY
I wonder as i am sitting here thinking (that's a scary thought) about life and such would my friends still like me if they knew the real me? and i don't even know the real me. Take blogging for instance which has been fun but it doesn't show the real things that goes on in my home which consist of screaming at kids, being physically mean because being nice just doesn't work anymore and that's not to say i don't love my kids its just everything is so out of balance and you mix it with a stressed out mom add kids that are bouncing off the furniture and the ceilings and what do you get a whole lot of confusion and the inability to cope with other things like messing up finances so bad that thing are really really behind and i am not sure how to get caught up Now keeping the house clean is manageable until you go into my basement or attic which is a complete disaster and the only way to get them cleaned out if we had a disaster and start over... well at least it would be the quickest way to get them cleaned out..just a thought other things that i can list but not go into detail.. depression which is real and very crippling at times and inability to accomplish anything whether it be the piano or doing the laundry it seems impossible to get my act together and relationships are suffering why I dont really know why its been like this for a very long time. That is pretty much the real me..................

Sarah Is In Preschool

Well i finally did it-- i have managed to get all of my kids out of the house during the day But the bus seems to always bring them back i will have to call them about that.
Sarah started preschool this week and she is adjusting well. As many of you know she has a hard time with social situations so i thought it would be good for her to have some social interactions with kids her own age and other people other than me
My only fear that i will have to accomplish something during my 2hrs of freedom so what have i done this week NOT MUCH. One day i made beef stew another day i went to taco bell and later practiced the piano..as you can see i have not accomplished much and i don't know really why.
i guess i feel a little lost and its not that i don't have anything to do i have lots of stuff so what do i do..Ps i love spell check ..

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My Two Girls

I could not decide which picture to post so you got all of them.

I realized i have not said to much about my teenage daughter Heather

she is someone that i wanted to be when i was her age . She is a wonderful young women with a fun social life and good friends both in church and outside of church and she has her both feet on the ground..(when she is not being a teenager) and she does pretty well putting up with her 3 younger brothers who drive her crazy with all gross boy stuff like passing gas they think its great and announce it to the world I should consider getting black underwear for them they are boys what do you expect..

Heather is now a Junior in High School with a busy schedule.. She plays the clarinet in band and does football and wrestling cheerleader and if you asked her what is the one that the High school could add is a volleyball team she loves it she is also involved in Young Woman's and is close all the young women they have a close relationship which i think is important during the teen years.

When we had Sarah i was told that her and Heather would not be close because of the age difference i beg to differ.. Heather is the only one who could convince Sarah to put pigtails in her hair( when the mood fits both of them) and when we came home from the hospital Heather had trouble going to school the next day because she didn't want to leave Sarah so i informed her i will try to take good care of her little sister when she was gone and of course Sarah loves it when heather spends time with her there has been times when Heather has been so busy that Sarah hasn't seen her and when she returns home she is her little shadow.. but i must say it drives Heather crazy when Sarah gets into her things in her room Its definitely a love/ hate relationship.. I have informed Heather when Sarah is a teenage she is going to live with her and spend all her money...Pay backs.. just kidding.