Winter Wonderland..

My Talented Daughter took these pictures today she really has a way with the camera isn't she cute.

Funny...

Bryan was sick with the flu for a week so on his first day back at school here is the conversation he had with his teacher...

Mrs O'b; what were you sick with...

Bryan; Morning Sickness...

Kids you got to love them.

LIFE GOES ON......

Well so it seems ... i come to understand that miscarriage is a personal experience and i am thankful for all the well wishes/sorry comments but somehow that doesn't seem to help me understand what i am suppose to do next... i mean i am functioning but as the weeks go on i am feeling a sense of sadness of the reality of not having another baby... i am left confused about the whole experience i mean we were surprised to find out we were expecting and then have to go through a miscarriage it has left me pretty dumb founded..in the past i have always known when another little spirit was suppose to come us and now i am not sure of anything.. there is a part of me that says that i really want to try but i am not sure if that is the right way to go..i guess life is hard right now and i having a hard time getting in the Christmas Spirit..

Sad News

I miscarried.........

THOUGHT OF THE DAY...

EXPECT THE WORST AND HOPE FOR THE BEST......
well at least it sounds good if you are not going through any trials... to add to our interesting lives i have started spotting which is not good so i went to the doctor and everything looks good i even saw the little heart beating so i am still expecting for now and now i get to spend the rest of my days wondering if i am going to miscarry and i have to say i so cranky about the whole thing...i would rather hurry up and get it over with if its meant to be or find peace that this pregnancy will continue on....

Just My Luck

I knew this was going to happen in fact i fully expected to have Morning Sickness so at first i thought okay i am going to be a big girl and deal with it and not lay on the couch looking like i am half dead. Than told myself that i am not going to have it this time (wrong-Ola sunshine) okay that wasn't realistic but its fun to dream right. so the least i could do is get my house cleaned up and try to keep the kitchen up to par so i don't gag every time i go in.. THAN IT HAPPENED.....The Flu...and not just any flu but worst one imaginable i mean i was gaging every time i had to go go.. i thought great i just wanted to die and then it got worse.. One of my kids came down with it and let me tell you its been lots of fun emptying the bucket and trying not to toss my own cookies..Oh the joys well at least i know that i am really prego.. thanks to the the morning sickness. Now wasn't this a fun post..aren't you glad you looked....

Here is a message my so compassionate hubby left me on the phone the other day.
When you get off the toilet give me a call back okay it doesn't sound funny but he was laughing the whole time he said this and just for the record i was laying down and didn't care to answer the phone.... Wasn't that nice of him.......
I will be so happy be past this phase of my pregnancy..

New Category

Since i am 38 now and will be 39 when i deliver i am now in a new category..are you ready for this its called ELDERLY GRAVIDA which means i am over the ripe old age of 35 and expecting
OKAY I have been getting used to the idea of having a baby and excited about it and hope that everything goes well but i refuse to get use to the term elderly gravida.. i never thought i would be in an elderly category at the age of 38 go figure.. its amazing how you learn something new every day..

BUT I HAD PLANS....

Not really big plans but these plans did not include another baby i guess thats what happens when i started to think that my baby days were over.. the poor baby it looks like a little alien so far i feel pretty good Just REALLY REALLY HUNGRY... but i am only 5wks along SHOCKING to know that we will be adding to our crazy family.. ARe we crazy or what....

My Little Cheerleader.

This is the project that has kept me from posting on my blog. I made Sarah this Cheerleader outfit so she can be like her big sister who is a cheerlearder..not bad for someone who doesnt sew very often...
so its play catch up time on my blog..

TRUMAN HOMECOMING PARADE

One of my favorite things about fall is the Truman Homecoming Parade that we get to attend. Here is some Pictures of our adventure. The weather this year was a little cold and mild not bad really although from the looks of Sarah she was a little on the cold side Bryan and Sarah being cute for the camera and some family friends always makes a parade more fun...




Here is Matthew in the Parade with his scout troop He had a great time and of course my favorite part is all of the Bands in this parade there are lots of area schools marching in the Parade I could not get a picture of Heather marching due to the fact she was marching on the other side

SARAH'S FAVORITE PAST TIME

Can someone PLEASE hide the markers... okay maybe this is Sarah's way of conserving our natural resources. actually she was trying to color a pink balloon blue i would have been happy to have just blown up a blue balloon instead ...My Daughter is turning into a blueberry...The good news she cleans up pretty easy

Pumpkins and Leaves

My kids love autumn leaves and pumpkins I took this picture of Bryan at a work picnic i love the back ground (pumpkins...) My kids enjoying playing in the leaves. the boys notice alot of leaves across the street went gathered them up and dumped them by our front tree and the fun began they rolled in them threw them rode their bikes across the mound hide and just had some good old fun..Ps Jeremy was apart of all this fun but was not pictured...